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Monday, June 29, 2009
i thought..
Studied the whole of dis week.
Insufficient time!! Damn shouldn't have wait till the last week den start studying, everything is so rush lol. Watched Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen, the starting and middle part was damn good, but the ending was bit too abrupt. Sorry didn't go sentosa with the monkey people lol. Got some dinner in the early evening. Yesterday went Sakura with family and girl, orchard outlet, average. Quite disappointing, as we have to pay $2++ extra, although its just 2bucks, i expected like dey have something nicer or better, but aiya its the same, somemore its a bit squeezy there, lol. I have lots of comments hahahah. Tomorrow is OOP paper, sucks please. Its because right now i have to study, zzzzzzzz. Im super tired and lazy to touch any paperwork, later i just have to tahannnn. All the best to me and all :) Everlasting love from xuan. Demi Lovato - Don't Forget
Did you forget That I was even alive Did you forget Everything we ever had Did you forget Did you forget About me Did you regret Ever standing by my side Did you forget What we were feeling inside Now I'm left to forget About us But somewhere we went wrong We were once so strong Our love is like a song You can't forget it So now I guess This is where we have to stand Did you regret Ever holding my hand Never again Please don't forget don't forget We had it all We were just about to fall Even more in love Than we were before I won't forget I won't forget About us But somewhere we went wrong We were once so strong Our love is like a song You can't forget it Somewhere we went wrong We were once so strong Our love is like a song You can't forget it At all And at last All the pictures have been burned And all the past Is just a lesson that we've learned I won't forget Please don't forget us But somewhere we went wrong Our love is like a song But you won't sing along you've forgotten About us A movie than i wanted to watch 6months ago,
i doubt i can enjoy it with the person i wanted to watch with. There will not be an expected level of fascination. Damn. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Im not good with words, my care and concern becomes nuisance to you. Hope you don't get the wrong idea =/ Now i know what's the real difference love can be in for you,
i still remember Derrick say love really can make everything possible for you, doing things you never expect yourself to able to do it. i dont blame girls to think that all guys only go for them just for sex, because too many guys prove themselves so. i dare say there are still some left who dont just go for sex, they might open their mouth, talk only. when comes to the real thing, they are different, dats wad probably i am. im not saying im good and many will think im a jerk, i might look like one talk like one, not many know wad im really looking for. its love. Hope honey's stomach ache recover quick!
loveyou :) Study study study.
AEF is harder than it looks, i thought a few hours sure settle liao, scally im reading it for 7hours plus still counting lol. Went to Gym, than ate Macdolnalds, the garlic chilli, over the sky man. Push harder! Get it all in your brain by today, way to gooooooooooooooo. honey makes my studying easier :) Long time since i blogged,
busy week very very busyyy. Actually i blogged for 2hours, over the events going on last week, but somehow blogger is misread my post and causing all that i've typed to be gone. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ Super pissed, my post is like the longest since the day i started this blog, now all gone thanks to blogger. ultimate pissed. Don't you worry darling, nothing of those undesiriable sadness will happen :) My eyes are closing too tired to blog, maybe another day :)
How i wish we can be as loving, its really hard to act. Time please make things better quickly. David Archuleta - A little not over you
It never crossed my mind at all. It's what I tell myself. What we had has come and gone. You're better off with someone else. It's for the best, I know it is. But I see you. Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside, And I turn around. You're with him now. I just can't figure it out. Tell me why it's so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth. I'm just A Little Too Not Over You. Not over you. Memories, supposed to fade. What's wrong with my heart? Shake it off, let it go. Didn't think it'd be this hard. Should be strong, movin' on. But I see you. Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside. And I turn around, You're with him now. I just can't figure it out. Tell me why it's so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth. I'm just a little too not over you. Maybe I regret everything I said, No way to take it all back, yeah. Now I'm on my own. How I let you go, I'll never understand. I'll never understand, yeah, oohh. Tell me why it's so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth. I'm just a little too not over you. Tell me why it's so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth. And I really don't know what to do. I'm just a little too not over you. Old song but meaningful. Bring me happy unforgettable memories. Am i too soft?
Heart breaking. Im dead tired but just..
more worried stricken, Sweet dreams for you please. lFour torturous days of IT show is finally over.
Im currently shagged, tired, feeling down, heavy hearted and many other more shit, sorry derrick and friends not joining you for drinking, i really want to but just.. Where was i when you needed me most? I wish i could be there, always wish here wish there, sorry here sorry there, swear here swear there, i think it might be just so stupid if any of my msges were to contain that again. I have many more to say but i don't wish to do it here, just need you, i wanna tell you everything, all. am i the idiot? =/ 57. Your smile is me.
Im sincerely sorry, but i won't give it up on you. I will miss you honey,
sooo much. Hope everything will go smoothly :) p.s. I love you. Woke up around 10,
meet up with Arif than went to buy Lee's present. Ate Seoul Garden at Taka, wtf the tourist like never eat meat before, squeeze like crazy shit at the meat area, ChengHua knows it lol. They are like so kanjiong for what? the meat won't run out la please, super pissed. We had hell lot of meat, totally unimaginable lol. Pooled for about 2hours at Cineleisure, heavy hearted don't know why also, quite sian maybe. Than walked all the way to far east, Jason, Derrick and me so interested to get the blazer, but i think only Jason and I can get it, the giant so fat lol. Got the in soles for honey, hope it will be a good one :) Took a train to Tiong Bahru, for some stupid repeating Fujitsu training, it is seriously lame, he repeat the same story, same example, EVERYTHING same. So wanna walk off anytime lol. Seriously shag by the time i reached Boonlay, nua home like some drunkbird o.o Eh, you lac la, i tired also sometimes need some rest ma, i know you come back from US bit bored, but i seriously don't think i can make it for Gym, i don't promise people than never turn up. Afraid & Fear. Happy crazy 100th day with wife xuan! :)
I didn't really know about it before she told me, lol. Long and tiring day eh, morning wake up early go gym with shake, come home bath relac awhile go meet honey. Sorry! Was like planning to meet babe at 2pm, but i only can make it at 3+ lol. Sorry to make you wait darlinggg. Head to Ang Mo Kio, had lunch+dinner in one meal. The market there have good food leh ahahah. Watched Blood: Last Vampire. Would rate approximatelyyyy 4/5 stars. Fucking paiseh thing, i didn't know the movie was M18 sia, queue till my turn, the bitch told me it was M18, and even its like 1month to my birthday, still can't purchase the ticket. Fucktard. LOL didn't mean to scold but can't tahan paiseh. But still, we managed to get tickets, ask honey buy lol. Had Hagen-Dazs ice-cream while watching movie, its so damn bloody freaking cold sia, plus the ice-cream omg. Frozen. After that walk around AMK Hub, relac relac awhile had dinner at this Ah Mei Cafe, the service seriously atrocious. Basket. Walk around awhile had durian pastry, than go home. Had someee longgg talk with laopo love, so many many things we are facing, real lot. I don't mind, we face problems together seriously, just worried she might not take it, no worries, you got me always :) Don't really have photos, will upload when i got them. Goodnight all :) I love you xuan. Sometimes, you've gotta believe her. Don't act harshly and that would be better. Anybody interested in getting a Polo Ralph Lauren for females? I got one Lemon Yellow with green horse. Super brand new, it is in M size, however the real size is actually like S size for guys. But this polo is still for females!! It was suppose to be a gift for someone, but i got the wrong size, so want to sell it. Tag me if you interested thank you! ![]() ![]() ![]() Love. Had dinner at thai express,
with auntie, mum, sis and sis bf. Everything is so damn bloody spicy please love it so much, im perspiring like as if i just ran 2.4km super exaggerated lol! I'm so touched reading honey's blog, just feel simply happy, she's doing so much for us, we shall work hard together :) i love you deeply. Hmm,
Why are there problems in this world? Actually just imagine this world without problems, everyone will be bored to death. Everyone is a problem, i can safely say even an unborn kid in a mummy's tummy is a problem. We must be positive :) I don't actually hope for you to like me, nor for you to totally accept me, i just hope you don't dislike me. Yeap. I'm not a demanding person. Fuck it im so pissed,
fucking mp3 don't respond when im transferring songs and and out, few hundred songs only wtf is wrong. now can't on good shit. DAMN PISSED. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I.. Just wait for everything to get better. Woke up around 1pm, did some packing up of my room. Left house bout 3pm met up with xuan. Sounds weird right some funny name,simplicity :) Went to ate Fromage. eh but its good. At Clementi shopping centre, the food super cheesy, everything generously covered with cheese, omg heaven. slurpsssssssssss. Cheese Fries. ![]() Xuan's cheesy curry chicken bake rice ULTIMATE. ![]() The box of our cheese fries. ![]() Didn't get a chance to take a picture of my Hawaiian Pizza with additional mushrooms LOL. Don't look down on its quantity hor, the cheese is enough to fill me. So it should be enough to fill everyone hahah. Afterwhich went to JP, tried to alter xuan's Ralph Lauren, but its impossible to alter to her size according to that guy. Don't feel sad, we get another one at the main outlet k? :) Simple but brilliant saturday. About to watch Gossip Girls, like little addicted lol. We must be more positive, things won't go wrong. Outbeaten.
Outrun. Just lost. Head to town after lunch in school today,
went to get Lee's and derrick's present. Search high and lowwww omg so tiring. Most probably gonna celebrate on tuesday, hahahah. After everything, accompany Jason walk around far east. We saw a blazer from Options, very nice lehhh suitable for events like wedding and stuff, or important dates hahah. We were talking how are we gonna wear it, hahahah somemore link to Zac Efron LOL Slack had dinner talk for quite long, we both can talk i think about 1 day hahahah. Left town around 6.30 than went to IMM and meet those monkeysss. Sore throat sia suddenly so crapppppp. Slack around the garden looking area at the top of IMM, we were killing fishes HAHAH. Had some fun around the playground. Epic. Slack at macdolnalds while chanyee had his dinner lol? Dinner at 10pm? hahahah. Running at night really makes me feel good, not sure why though hahah. Maybe mood is there for running. My eyes are closing, hangingggggg. Just don't. "Now till forever" (:
i will try not to treat you this way again, sorry honey. Gonna blog about our 3rd month when i receive the photos hahas :) Got my Sennheiser earphone, PX 100 at tangs today, it was a birthday gift from my beloved sis and sis bf, thanks lots lotss :) xoxo. Not forgetting, my beloved wife, following me to town around searching for the earphone, thankyou! :) got her heels also but size too small with the protection at the back of her heels, prolly gonna change it on sat. Have an early night all :) sweet dreams to my love. He must have carved the deepest memories in you.
can i take over? Happy 3months with babe. :)
Im pretty lazy to upload the photos, there are tons of them. You can take a look at xuan's blog. Went ova to town, ate some tasty durian dessert, we kinda like went crazy over durians these few days leh haha. Took a train to khatib, bottle tree park! :) The place is wonderful for couples, but we are too early. Sun is still around, so its quite hot. Estimated ideal time is about 6.30pm. Bring your partner for a walk around, probably have dinner at the bottle tree restaurant, than have some sweet chat by the river :) We had dinner around 6pm, the food is above average but not fantastic, still well recommended hahas. Than slacked awhile outside the restaurant, we kind of like got chased out lol. Relac chat awhile than took 969 to Yishun to slack as there wasn't any good movie time slots available, walked around awhile, xuan was wearing heels, her toes were squeezed together :( Had new york cheese cake at bakerzin, i suddenly had cravings for it, i don't usually like it last time, she changed my taste buds hahah. We were like the ealier ones who entered the cafe and latest to leave, hahahah both of us are exhaustedddd. I love you sweetie :) never apart |