Okay fuck it.
Kelvin say if i don't find my own company,
i might just get postpone to next year ITP fucked up!
i don't want that i wanna clear my ITP asap zzz.
Damn the recession.
Which electronic company is gonna recruit me?
I don't wanna end up at some stupid workplace just for experience,
practically wholesale rubbish.

Any companies to introduce people?

Save me

Dead tiredddddddddd,
did CDIO after school,
tremendous amount of stress,
very difficult and tough arghhhhhhhhhhhh.

Went home straight after school,
study for OOP labtest tomorrow,
after school doing OOP than CRS.
woots ass burn mannnnnnnn.
so tiredddddd.

Babe is also very tired,
she got like only 2 hands but 5 things to juggle,
jiayou girl! (:
Don't feel sad abut your results okay,
you will do better next time round yeah?
:DD
muacks!

i miss you, tomorrow come quickkkk

Phew.
Hectic day today sia.
Helped out in the Poly50,
left about 10am and help to set up the tables till about 12pm,
under the morning hot sun!!
Basket in the end left Jason,Jerome,Lee and me only lor,
the other slackers don't know evaporate go where already.

While waiting for participants to register,
i fell asleep in the tent,
and its bloody omfg hot i tell you.
im sleeping but inside me perspiring hahah.

Help till about 6+pm than i gave excuse said i hae driving,
and accompany wife back eat dinner and go homeeeee.

No more to hide from the either of us (:
i like that.
Although there's still some minor stuff for us to settle,
yupyup.

I hope i can try my very best to understand CDIO's programming,
its really gonna kill me.
MrPeh kind enough to help me out,
but sometimes his explanation a bit cannot make it,
lol.

Get down to work!

LoveMyLaopoSoMuch, don't worry girl i understand (:

Projects, assignments, lab test, test and exams.
Mood not so good recently,
need to calm down more often.

Seeing my love facing so much stress,
do things she not really suppose to do,
where is everyone's autoswitch?

AND NOW,
YOU BECOME A PART OF ME,
YOU ALWAYS BE RIGHT HERE,
YOU BECOME A PART OF ME,
YOU ALWAYS BE MY FEAR,
I CAN'T SEPERATE MYSELF FROM WHAT I'VE DONE.
GIVING UP A PART OF ME,
I LET MYSELF BECOME YOU.

i just love to hear LP scream.

My mind is in a mess

Pardon this post,
is not gonna be nice so im whitening it
but everything's fucked up.
Project's fucked up,
studies fucked up,
this fucked up,
that fucked up,
people fucked up,
mind fucked up,
news fucked up,
new stuff also fucked up,
i just learnt it today and im gonna apply it,
FML.
i hear fucked up things,
i see fucked up things,
aiya all fucked up la.

So damn bloody pissed,
got some fucking math quiz in like less than 12hrs,
but everything's fucked up right now,
this is fucked that is fucked,
i dont know how many more fucks im gonna post.
just screw it.

Celebrated Wanling's birthday yesterday at Waraku Marine Square.
but before that went to meet wifey,
hahahahah.
Met her around 4.30pm when her appointment was 5pm,lol
so had to change it to 6pm.
She went to cut the ends of her hair to remove those frizzy hair,
cut till so CUTEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeee omg.
but honeh don't really like it maybe its a little short hahas,
but still i love itt (:
Had nuggets meal cause i was ultimate hungry,
SEAWEED FRIESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!
omg so nice

Headed to Peninsular Plaza after wifey's facial at AngMoKio,
got Audrey's present,
Burberry perfume.
Come to think of it,
Shit my perfume run out!!
Any brand of perfume to intro lol.

Watched the fireworks from the National Day rehearsal,
gave baby the sweet as a 5th month present :D
Hope you like it beacause every sweet contains my love!
yup.
Than went to Waraku Marina,
we went to the wrong one thanks to OngEh,
hahahahahah.
Settled down at Waraku,
waited for Wanling's arrival,
VIDEOS AND PHOTOS ARE AT MY FACEBOOK PROFILE,
so im not gonna post any here hahahahah.
She expected our presence thanks to small eyes jun.
NUT!!!!
lol.
Waraku, not really my type,
don't really like the food other than Wanling's scallop omg,
thats very nice lol.
Maybe i ordered the wrong dish..
hahahahahah.
Send Laopo home,
took some pictures which is also available at Facebook,
than took a cab home cause no more trains available.
once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANLING :)

And also,
Sorry to beloved Jiaxuan for what happened on fridayyyyy,
sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Almost reaching 5th month, loving you every moment baby (:

I don't wanna be selfish,
if there's anything,
never will i let you fall with me.

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I don't know how to say it,
but sorry if i did offend any.
But i really don't like myself doing work for others,
and yet in the end we score the same marks.
I am working my ass off for you.
Maybe Farhan might think that im shooting this at you,
no i'm not.
I just don't like this type of attitude,
neither i like last minute decisions.
Fuck la assignment was given 2weeks ago,
some already finished,
you have not decided on a group,
and in the end,
kp?
I just don't really get it.
I just don't care about what i blog already,
you not happy you come and whack me, confront me or whatever the fuck,
don't be a bitch talk behind me.
I cannot keep too many things inside me,
I will just die.

Family is important,
i know but for fuck sake,
aiya maybe im in a bad mood when i got home.

I shouldn't say its angry or pissed,
i just feel unimportant,
maybe mixture of sadness and pain?

hurt.

EAT.

I shouldn't broad over somethings which happened 3 months ago,
although probably i'd never forget it.
Something so important and i actually didn't it.
But,
i didn't take advantage of the situation at all,
really..
I got much more to learn eh,
love consist of everything,
not just something you think that you've done very well and you're cool,
you have to satisfy your love all round,
most importantly giving them your heart eh.

Im 70% there im sure (:
just a little more time i promise you i'll be the best noob guy for ya,
muacks.

Hardcore project coming up for these few weeks,
im gonna try to be independent,
although sometimes i really need help from yinghong.
Now without Lee in my group,
the great source of brain will come from we five people!
Jiayou peeps!!
We are almost there already,
CDIO we are gonna pawn your damn ass.

I heard some sorrows from honey,
I thought that she was very soft indeed.

I still remember in year 1,
because Weikang didn't really do anything in our group,
i screwed him up badly,
getting all kind of trouble,
in the end,
now he become one of the smartest in our class.

I don't like to see her clearing up the mess,
i wanna help yet can't do much but just accompany her,
hope these dark days past quick for babe (:

❤Don't give up girl!!❤

When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start coming out.

School as usual.
Damn hectic life for the remaining weeks before mid exam,
CDIO, OOP group work, maths project, revision and studies.
I gotta spare more time for all these.

Honey looks extraordinary cute after she rebonded her hair,
short cute fringe hahas :)

Don't really understand whats going on to my poly friends these days,
some scolding others over a ant matter,
some just getting triggered easily,
than all guys,
so harsh against each other.
relax man people,
just try to forget things,
we are man we're suppose to be more "big" heart.
also,
don't just open your mouth shoot and scold la,
go through brain first.
This post is not bais against any okay,
its just a general opinion from what i've seen.

Honey having problems in her blogging post,
i can't help not really good in these things,
damn it.
Anyone kind enough to help meeee.


the love that cannot be seen by naked eyes

i already put in all my effort.......

Its 12.15am.
I can't sleep and i doubt i can throughout the night.
Let me do some maths probably will send me lying on the table.

Trust, i need you.

no way to walk out anymore,
its all about expanding myself inside,
independence :)

efforts.

no mood to eat, shit, study.
everywhere i go i always create problem.

useless.

This girl who never fail to make me smile (:

Loveyou!

Hello all! :)

Im back from the weekend which i will never forget for life i swear.

Wednesday:
Short day but a day i would never forget (:
morning lessons as usual,
Jason keep hinting me,
"Shaun you're in deep shit, did you bring clothes, underwear, shirt, bra to change?"
LOL. he needs one tight slap man.
Had ITP briefing after school,
it was damn boring la,
i sleep inside with my heart pumping faster when i see prime minister sia,
because Jason's words keep ringing in my mind LOL.

After school everyone directed me to FC5,
Leehao confiscating my file so i won't run away,
i told myself, "ji pai siao liao"
Suddenly Jerome and Kelvin missing,
so damn suspicious but i can't do a shit LOL.
After awhile they came,
and i saw they cake its so funny la hahahahah,
and right beside the cake that the candle is on,
there was another chocolate cake...
This is grandmotherly holy shit liao this cake sure going on my face,
bloody hell lor then all surround me,
i took quite long to blow the candle i scared sia HAHAHAH.
This gargantuan derrick waited and waited beside me climbing over the table,
and once i blew off the candle....
the next moment i feel chocolate cake in my nostrils wtf.
LOL dat was damn LOL.
the cake went into my nose sia fuck!
HAHAHAHAHAH.
went to toilet wash up den ate the cheesecake which is suppose to be my original cake,
not bad tasted good,
thanks buddies for creating a scene at FC5 (:

Than waited for Farhan till 7pm,
i lost my voice liao :(
Headed to Cineleisure Pastamania,
ate the crayfish pasta,
2 thumbs up,
very nice :)
than shared an apple crumple pizza with Farhan and Jason.

Jerome was damn guailan now,
he bet me to play dota till morning from 12am,
and give me 100dollars.
i fucking so want to bet la! LOL im so money face hahah.
Than he slowly lowered his bet to $60.
i scolded him no balls,
but still,
i told him if i didnt uphold the bet i return you $120,
if not i keep the $60 CASHHHHHH.
I was so damn agitated to receive $60 for playing for a night,
suddenly..
a bag of no weight flew out of his bag,
it was my birthday present from the guys.
Wah that was so damn well planned man Jerome,
thanks for the love HAHAH.
It was a phiten!!
After knowing about all the plannings,
i actually found out laopo contacted Jason and told them i was at Taka looking at phitens,
so sneaky ah honey girl hahahahah.
The colour was perfect and i liked it a lot.

Went back home with a heavy heart,
trying to figure out why is LAOPO angry with me for nothing that day..
Wondering and wondering..
After i bath finish i straight chiong to the com,
and have to uphold my bet,
although i got scammed =/

Suddenly my lights went off,
i was damn irritating and i went to turn on the lights and surprisingly i saw..
DARLING!!!!!!SIS!!!!!SIS BF!!!!! MOM!!!!! DAD!!!!!
at the living room all with wide smiles on their face,
singing a birthday song to me.
that is a moment i will never forget in my life i swear to god omg.
i was on top of the world, heaven sky or whatever thats higher,
im nuts at that moment.
Can't believe i would see darling in my house without me knowing?!
omgomgomgomgomg.

This was the cake of love. So delicious.

When the lights are off and candles are lit


I wore the phiten immediately hahah. Dont try to look for muscles, i dont have lol.

THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE SURPRISE HONEYYYYYYYYY,
THANK YOU! LOVEYAA LOTS! :)

Thursday:
i completely lost my voice lol.
only darling could hear it because it was of some special frequency hahahah.
Head to Bugis baby got me my birthday present!
A short sleeve shirt and a half sleeve tshirt with a pocket from praise!!!!
THANKS SWEETIE GIRL! (:
i love it so much la i find it so so so so niceeee :D
Than we head to Vivo City,
booked our tickets for Ice Age 3 3D,
it was full,
so we sat at the second row from the front.
it was damn stupid la,
i tried to book through internet,
there was 3 seats,
and i fucking can't book 2 seats because i will leave 1 seat empty,
GV should seriously use their nut brain for online booking,
pissed me off totally.
Went to Sushi Tei for dinner!! :):)
We had Baby Octopus, Beef Kaminabe, Crab Fried Rice and Mango crayfish sushi.
Mouth watering non-stop.
Watched the movie,
after that cab back to honey's house,
and later cab home! :)

Friday:
After school,
went to watch Harry Potter,
it sucks to me. lol i slept for around 1hr 30mins :D
its damn boring shit man.
Than my lovely darling waited for me at Habour Front stationnnn,
so guiltyyy sorrryyyy!
Had dinner with my cousins,
Trisha is going back to Australia,
some Thai cuisine,
lots of spicy food omg i love it so much but i can't eat a lot,
thanks to the fact that i lost my damn voice fffffffffffffffffff.
Had Cookies and Cream at Haagon Daz,
than took train home! :)
Had a long rest to prepare for the following day's tonning. hahahah :D

Saturday:
Met laopo at around 3,
than meet Peiling and Jovin, headed to orchard.
Peiling got a Squad cap for her bf,
and than bought vodkaa at the provision shop at far east.
Than went to Bugis,
had Manhattan Fish Market,
Honey and i shared the Seafood platter for 2.
I thought that it was nicer than Fish and Co. although the serving is a little lesser,
but the fried mushrooms and garlic butter mussels are just... beyond words.
Than we took a train to vivo,
met up with Mingjun,
head to the rooftop.
He bought Jovin and Me a cake,
which was a little surprised because i didn't expect there was my cake, hahhahah.
thanks a lot to all! :):)
Blew the candles and ate up the cake.
Took a bus trying to find a good spot at Alexandra Arch to spend the night,
but in the end we took a cab to Sentosa and decided to stay overnight. LOL
Had fun la,
played cards crack jokes walk around relac sleep rest,
in no time, the sun rise liao.
hahahah settled money stuff and took train homeeeee.
Had less than an hour of sleep and i crawled up because i gotta meet Aidan and monkeys at 1pm!!! omg im damn tired.
later i still must do tutorials :(
Had Billy Bombers for lunch,
thanks for the treat ah Ong Eh :)
muacks love HAHAHAH.
(wanling relax don't be so agitated)
I think Shujun took pictures but im too lazy to blogged them out.
Abhishek bought me an A380 aeroplane model,
so now i have 3 of it wahahahahahahah.
like it so much,
thanks chocolate milkshakeeeeeee!
Slacked at Starbucks,
as usual talk crap and stuff,
and this bloody malay girl ask us to leave starbucks because we take up too many tables.
Eh come on we bought your drinks man,
Venti size somemore bloody hell. lol
Headed home after that! :)

Anyway,
Thanks all who took part in the writing of my birthday card,
spending time drawing and stuff :)
Thanks for the presents,
the treats and the time spent together :)

Last but not least,
i gotta thanks this lovely girl,
who spent so much effort,
travelling from the North to the West,
from one side of school to another,
from west to central,
ALONE.
Doing up all the boards,
the cards,
the effort in planning to surprise me (which seriously worked out totally),
the presents,
EVERYTHING.
Thank you my love Lin Jia Xuan :)
You gave me the best birthday i ever had (:
Muacksssieeee.

Thanks baby! i love you. Jiayou for your projects okay! :D

Thanks to my poly clique for the birthday present,
Jason, Farhan, Jerome, Derrick, Kelvin, Leehao, Chenghua, Arif and Andy,
and again and as promised, special thanks to Andy.
The phiten was perfect la,
i like the colour and shape and stuff.
thanks all seriously.

And again,
thanks for smashing the chocolate cake on my face,
it went into my nose hahahah LOL.

Look forward to tomorrow..
Friday
Saturday
& Sunday.
hahahah (:

Don't know whats wrong

Oh my god.

i forgot to set my alarm clock,
but off course,
thanks to this sweetest girl,
i manage to woke up cause she msged me,
thats noone other then babeeeeeeeee :)

Guess what,
a few minutes later,
she called me,
"honey i called you cause i miss your voice"
hahahahahahahahah,
omg this is so melting LOL :)
the sweetest thing eh,
loveyou girl :D

Study study study,
project project project,
Mid Sem Exam Mid Sem Exam Mid Sem Exam,
lets all get to workkkkk!

Shaun&xuan

Erm, sorry all for stirring so many troubles,
and being so blunt.
A moment of harshness,
a moment of folly
and
a moment of mixture feelings.

Lets all move forward.

Just as i'm about to start on my CRS,
fuck i realised i god damn it no mood to study.
There goes my first week,
please concentrate!!

I fell into a pool of love,
i drink up the pool,
Lovedrunk.
I don't wish a drip of water to evaporate,
neither lost.

You know i don't need everyone's full blessings,
but thanks if you bless us,
just don't try to screw it up.
It always happens,
when an inch given, a yard is demanded.

Honey 我好想你

The Fray - Never Say Never

There's something we don't talk about
rather do without
and just hold the smile
falling in and out of love
ashamed and proud of
together all the while

You can never say never
why we don't know when
time and time again
younger than now we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[2x]

Picture you're the queen of everything
as far as the eye can see
under your command
I will be your guardian
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

You can never say never
why we don't know when
time and time again
younger than now we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x2]

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x4]


I purely typed this lyrics because i find it so meaningful eh :)

Every step i make, it takes my breath away, but to see the smile on your face, it kills all the pain.

Long time since i blogged,
kinda busy when school started,
taking back results,
trying to focus back on studies because im still in holiday mood,
guess i have to wake up and study more ba.

MST results not very good as what i hoped for although i did fairly well on general,
instead the module which i scored the lowest brighten me up a bit because im really bad at programming, expected lower result.

Wasn't really happy with the SERVO grouping,
other then being able to be in the same group as Jason, Chenghua and Winnie,
never really been involved with them in serious projects.

Was involved in a H1N1 advertisement today,
so probably they a few weeks to edit the advertisement,
den you guys will see me, wifey and jason on channel 8 advertisement on H1N1!

Okay.
How long do we gotta carry on acting?
I don't like it and if i can't take it i will confront,
I don't quite get it why it sometimes it has to be compromising,
and it must be,
there is no other choice for you to take.

When you feel someone is taking possession of you,
when the person does not even involve your daily life,
the person is controlling,
giving strong opinions about you and everything,
you feel so vexed,
so screwed,
and you sometimes really need a wall to punch.

Sometimes its not that you want things to go in your way that make you feel unhappy,
but it is the factors that make things does not go in your way.
I don't really know how to explain that.

V E X E D.

Lastly i don't understand someone whom i known for years?
okay although there are ups and downs for us,
but like i don't quite understand seriously.
Like you don't know what the bloody hell is going on?
you assumed and assumed,
making stupid senseless opinions.
Maybe you did it at a time when im pissed,
i don't know,
but others know it.
You just pissed me off when im already pissed,
it might just fall out.
God damn it use some brain cells while typing.

Doesn't really sound like a good day today,
other then going out to Roxy Square with Darling and Jason for our shoot,
our dinner and jokes.

Hope tomorrow everything will just be better.
Last but not least,
Sorry to honey,
i just think this is necessary,
i don't really know how to explain myself.

I love laopo xuan (:

Happy 4th month :)

Im kinda like quite excited over every month since we were together.

Monday OOP paper: I lost easily 20marks or more, not very well done.
Tuesday Maths paper: I hope for no careless mistakes.
Wednesday AEF paper: lost 13marks straight lol.

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dats something i think i should really do,
its like so long ago but still i didn't complete my job totally,
damn why why why i didn't think of it.